wanting

I wanna stop crying. :)

:) :)



~Music n passionate circumstances.

"Go"

drifting

i think..

not just you,

but ive moved away from my friends as well and

its my fault i know

- circumstance

- change

its our responsibility and i mess up, i know.

we hold the keys to our lives

n i changed mine.

so, how now?

dont take it away..

it saddens me that its never (ever) you ... anymore..

did you know?

.

i miss you...


?
i wish i could tell you, (n maybe i'll be stupid n i will)

but i cant.

because you never fix me anymore.

you'll be blase or you'll be distant*
without knowing you are

n you never fix me anymore

n maybe thats how you know?
(i know)

that its not you.

how can it be?

when you dont, you could but you dont.

..
oh, silly silly me.

*or you'll do what you just did

n well, really, what was i thinking.

what was i thinking?

the ways in which you could disappoint me, somehow always manages to surpass my expectations.

n i dunno whos sillier now.

=)...

you know i love you

because im soooooo nice to you.

:p

always have, always will

you're fucking her up.

me

i would have sat across from him, i so would have, the way i like him.

(especially today. when there could have been alot of wow-ing. :p)

if it weren't for the many many things.

like how i wouldn't have known what to say.

n how jealous i would have been.

:)

No, its not a good place to be, so close to you.

---

n

i know what you're doing.

but you dont know what you're missing out on!

=).

baring it

let me just say that

what ang mohs mean by you dont really have to get naked,

and what we mean by you dont really have to get naked,

is a completely different thing.

i'll tell ya that. :p

the rubber

My fun pack of condoms.

My pack of Fun condoms!

My Fun pack of Fun condoms!

Yea, thats the way!

=P

Now, to play, or not to play? =Ppp


Ooo Look! Blueberry Muffins! :pp

you n me both

if 'pathetic' is an adjective,

what is its noun?

patheticism?

pathetia?

pathetathy? (you know, like apathy?)

:p


anyways.
i am sure there is a simple answer
that has just whooosh past me.


*let us not pretend to be more noble than we really are.

I am so f*cking attracted to you,

its not even funny.

=.="

the right guise

coming from someone with shirt tuck out at the back

who sits spread out like that in front of who we set up the fronts for..


it must be quite bad.

=/...

Dont get up in the middle of the night. (not even to pee)

its f-cking bad for the soul.

=(.

her sad little smile..

this is me laughing sadly.. incredulously.. incredulously sadly.. (theres a word for this)

np.

thats what I say when i feel...... this way.

so, dont think i dont know.

(hah)


i try godknows i try.

more than *insert suitable continuation* you know? you deserve? you will?

oh yes i try.

so.

:)..

this is my sad little smile.. :)


"Dear God.. take over where we cant..? Amen.."

toast

Today,

i had toast.

I had one toast with butter and jam.

i had one toast with butter and cheese. n den jam.

n i had one toast with nutella.


Today, I had toast. sss.

They say they dont.

But the world only cares about princesses.


the world gave them everything.